My current reality is stress. My final project is weighing heavily on me. Time is short and I have to have all my prints done by next Thursday when final critiques begin. In the meantime, I’m sorting and making decisions about what I want to go into the collection. I worry that I’ve not met the demands of the class, but also proud of what I’ve done. I want to tell the story more than worrying about lighting, but it is a lighting class and my grade will reflect how I was able to incorporate what I learned into my final project. Given the subject matter, the location shoot, the sensitive nature of it all, that wasn’t easy. So we’ll see. At this point I just want it to be over. It feels a bit like being nine months pregnant. I’ve enjoyed the experience, but I’m tired.
And then there is work. We’ve got important clients in today, with high level execs from their company and ours, and as the site’s executive assistant it falls to me to take care of the logistics (in addition to all my other duties – the plate is never empty). That will be over at 2pm. Then I leave at 3 for class. The schedule says “lab time” for printing, but I’ve seen these things go awry before. And the fact of the matter is there are more students than there are printers and trying to jockey for space is a pain in the ass. I personally prefer to come in on my own time to print. My goal tonight is to get a test strip done. That’s it. If I get more: gravy.
I hardly have time to think of anything else. I am neglecting my family right now. Ugh. Again, it will be over in a week and I can heave a sigh of relief.
Anyway, today’s Dilbert desk calendar page seemed especially fitting. Taken with my 50mm (1/60s at f/1.8).

Gotta go.
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